It's still my favorite hangout.
your absence never kills me.
The fat cow moos in oblivion, while you deceived her.
And I realized I could very well be that victim.
Oh well, it's a blessing in disguise.
Just goes to prove, I haven't lost anything important.
Dota was bad today, with the guys turning more egoistic than ever. Well I learnt a few tricks and managed to take lives of others. Not very impressive, need more training. Gonna meet up my dearie tomorrow for drinks.
WALA WALA!
Cins
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Love is cruel. One moment you're so high up there, feeling secured and loved. Then next min, you're being slapped right at your face without mercy.
That's the kind of feeling you radiated to me!
Dota steals boyfriends. But i'm surprised it's stealing girlfriends too. haha I was quite absorbed in today's class challenge with the egoistic guys. Yea they claimed they have the strategies and even though the team made up with some girls did lose quite badly. Well it's just a matter of time. Not exactly a big fan, but it was fun playing. Some new game to take my mind off some shit.
W34B is gonna have a class outing soon. Some people still can't decide to go chalet, sentosa, or cycling at Pular Ubin. Personally, I'd vote for staying overnight at JB. It's gonna be helluva fun going overseas together. Ecstatic! *Cross finger* Then again I got a feeling its gonna be some overnight chalet and bbq at East Coast Park AGAIN! or overnight ghost hunting at Pular Ubin, which seriously sounds more interesting.
Cins
Monday, January 29, 2007
Courtesy of Min.
Behind those individual's faces, there lies many stories - happy, sad, dramatic, unspeakable
Hearts them all, especially my girlfriends. And thank you all for being part of my memories.
oops and...
Happy Belated Birthday to Sarah, Calvin, and Bryan!!!
Cins
Saturday, January 27, 2007
The common thing between Andy and me?
We never study.
WISE UP
a song done by Aimee Mann.
It's not
What you thought
When you first began it
You got
What you want
Now you can hardly stand it though
By now you know
It's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
'Til you wise up
You're sure
There's a cure
And you have finally found it
You think
One drink
Will shrink you 'til you're underground
And living down
But it's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
'Til you wise up
Prepare a list of what you need
Before you sign away the deed
'Cause it's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
'Til you wise up
No, it's not going to stop
'Til you wise up
No, it's not going to stop
So just...give up
It's about how we as humans like to deny our addictions and bad habits and try to justify them to ourselves, regardless of the consequences. Giving up is the obvious antidote to our addictions but easier said than done.
Cins
Thursday, January 25, 2007
I can't wait for HOLIDAY to come! 14 more times of waking up early, travelling on sucky journey, and being stuck with the title 'burden' in my class. T.T Some classmates just like to tease me lar. Maybe I have got that tease-me-and-you-will-feel-shiok face. what the fuck am i saying?!?
Come to think about it, we don't really have any class outings. Only occassionally those 'eh wanna pon and sing k?' or 'eh wanna go clubbing on saturday?'. Thats all! Unlike w26q, w34b is just scandalous. So far, no signs of class politics yet.Do not let yesterday take up much of today. Can't wait to go into my course of study. gonna wear those smart looking lab coat and play around with chemical. I can't imagine myself acting smart.有些事真的来不及，回不去。
Cins
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Wonderful dinner. The met up was great, sorta like reassured me everything is dandy.
Life is probably like driving down a one way street. We'll pass by many objects and some objects might never resurface again. On the way, we may pick up certain things, and some may just be a passing phrase. Likewise in relationships and friendships, there are those who appear and gone forever. There are those who reappear again. And there are those who stay with you for a long time.
Cins
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Happy 21st Birthday Melissaa!Time truly flies. In a blink of an eye, we are all grown up. Whether we choose to accept the fact or not, we're getting older each day. I still remembered the usual hangouts after school at Holland Village. The ugly uniforms we so dread to wear. The puppies we so wanted to get but never did. The bunch of girls we used to criticise and bitch about. The hide and seek game we played with our discipline master. And I missed messing your room and guitar. I missed cooking maggie mee in your kitchen. I missed running away from classes with ya. I missed slapping your ass most of all. Those havoc days, where art thou? Sometimes even memories are fading away.
Anyway miss ya! =) Welcome back to your homeland!
i heart a certain smebody whose name starts with 'A' .readin MARK feverently btw.
Cins
Thursday, January 11, 2007
I am sorry for many things.I really am.It seems I have taken a wrong step, did i?Don't assume, because it's deeper than this facade.I'm dissappointed in you more though.so much emotion running thru me.On the lighter note,the outing is great although short.
We spent a great deal chit chatting and
lao pak sa is absoutely a good place to slack.
Don't care, Esplanade right up next!
Cins
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
If I'm lost for a day, try to find me.
But if I don't come back then I won't look behind me.
All of the things that I thought were so easy just got harder and harder each day.
Have faith in me, I may not be able to gurantee anything now.
But I'm finally smiling because of you.
And I smile alittle more seeing you smile.
I'm leaving my comfort zone and taking a brand new step.
I miss you much but I know it's all over too.
I don't actually; second thought.
Last but not least,
sorry to those I have hurt.
Cins
Monday, January 08, 2007
List ten things you want to say to ten random people, but you know you never will say these things to them. Don’t say who the comment is meant for, and use people only once.
- Can't you tell I'm avoiding you?
- Yes I lied to make myself feel better.
- You're boring but I won't yawn.
- I know you like me but I pretend not to.
- Stop being so full of yourself and people may like you more from their hearts.
- Which part of you is the real deal or is everything just a pretense?
- Don't you feel like a cow standing next to him?
- There are a lot of things about me you don't know still actually.
- I'm angry with you but it doesn't matter.
- I like you really much, too much to be true sometimes.
Cins
Sunday, January 07, 2007
The battle between chipmunk and hamster.
St. Patricks Day
Here comes the cold
Break out the winter clothes
And find a love to call your own
You - enter you
Your cheeks a shade of pink
And the rest of you in powder blue
Who knows what will be
But I'll make you this guarantee
No way November will see our goodbye
When it comes to December it's obvious why
No one wants to be alone at Christmas time
In the dark, on the phone
You tell me the names of your brothers
And your favorite colors
I'm learning you
And when it snows again
We'll take a walk outside and search the sky
Like children do
I say to you
No way November will see our goodbye
When it comes to December it's obvious why
No one wants to be alone at Christmas time
And come January we're frozen inside
Making new resolutions a hundred times
February, won't you be my valentine?
And we'll both be safe 'til St. Patrick's Day
We should take a ride tonight around the town
and look around at all the beautiful houses
Something in the way that blue lights on a black night
can make you feel more
everybody, it seems to me, just wants to be
Just like you and me
No one wants to be alone at Christmas time
Come January we're frozen inside
Making new resolutions a hundred times
February, won't you be my valentine?
And if our always is all that we gave
and we someday take that away
I'll be alright if it was just 'til
St. Patrick's Day
Cins
Friday, January 05, 2007
School was rather pleasant today. Especially lunch blabber with the rest. Most of us missed each other (much) and I didn't know we were that bonded until today. It was really great seeing those familiar faces, chill and talk cock. Thanks to Cal even though you kept 'na bae here...na bae there' while you were talking in SCHOOL CANTEEN! haha..Such little actions just dwell on me how special and important everyone is. It's days like this when we feel we are loved by our friends. We are not invisible but significant. And I'm truly thankful to have non judgmental people around me as my pillar of support. One thing for sure, they love you for who you are.
Been non stop pouring for these past few weeks. Just like my feeling- tranquil yet loud. I used to and still love rainy days. Seeing those raindrops pelting against the glass, and sipping a cuppa hot coffee to warm myself. Easy to drift away to another world and indulge in good old memories. However it gets nasty when you're caught offhanded. Or worst, what if you run out of good memories?
Sometimes we must be hurt in order to grow; we must fall in order to succeed; we must lose in order to gain; we must cry in order to clear our visions. Some lessons are learned best through pain.
Cins
Thursday, January 04, 2007
The battle between chipmunk and hamster.